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2007-01-05T20:44:00.000+08:00

About the last post, I found it while wandering the internet.

Can't remember most of what happened (sad, I know, memory), but luckily, they have posted the schedule on the website, making me remember much more.

First day is quite a lot of briefing. In fact the schedule says it was ALL briefing except the mentoring, but it doesn't fit, something else must have happened. I immitated the teacher(s)/principal(s) speaking (aka say exactly what they say immediately after they say the word) and I accurately predicted more than two of the words they said.

Modified the school creed. My versions looks idiotic, but funny still.

Second day. Least interesting part of the day, no insult to my house, but... I just don't see the point. I mean, they say we don't need to play sports to help our house, but then other than that what? Cheerleading? The most I can do is to cheer loudly during the house competitions and try to learn the cheers. So, what is the point of sorting us into houses if we have house-based activities like competitions (meeting not counted. there would be no meeting if theres no events.) what, four times a year?

People in a mentor group, we face each others when we go to school, so no matter what, we still get to know each others. CCAs meet once a week, and those are far more interesting than house meetings. But houses? I can't go to another class and pick out all the fibos. So bonding within the house already has a huge disadvantage.

And they have to change it a lot to overcome it.

Tried to get Terry to become the captain for the year 1 and 2, can't remember the exact term. He got nominated, but not voted. So funny, when they asked for Terry voters the whole of his class raised their hands, and because I knew him, I voted, and Chris too, but by luck we were all sitting in two rows at the back. One whole block raising hands, and no one else voting.

Ms Sim is our house mistress, oooohhh...

Then the least good (worst) part of the day, learning the mass dance...

Next comes today. Rahul did not come, because of flu (I think), neither did kenrick. Two-hour briefing in the audi. Games. Tiring. Very tiring, but got to know some of the year ones. Had to memorize school creed, too. But it was fun, even if we didn't win. I was abit shocked at how much we managed to do, even with *certain* PSLs telling us that we were supposed to move as a group.

Mass Dance. Not as bad as I expected. In fact, much better than I expected.

Ok, I read through what I wrote, and I have to say Orientation was much, much better than whatever I made it sound like. It was GOOD, but somehow I can't say why. The above is all I remember (sad...) For comparison, I will say that it is the best thing that the school has organised that I have seen. Even the first and second days were GOOD, but I DON'T KNOW WHY!! I can't pinpoint it down. Very strange.

One more time. ORIENTATION WAS GOOD!

All that's wrong now is that now its weekends. Came too fast.

2007 should be different. And better than 2006.

2006-12-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

103 WAYS TO ANNOY LORD VOLDEMORT!!! edited
1. Ask him why he 'doesn't have such a cool scar?'
2. Laugh at him.
6. Smile during Death-Eater meetings and say you taught him everything he knows.
7. Chew bubblegum all the time. Should he address you, your only response will be a series of huge bubbles in quick succession, the last of which will burst everywhere and make a mess.
10. Pat him on the head and give him flowers when his plans are foiled yet again.
11. If you ever need to say 'Like taking candy from a baby', be sure to add 'Of course, SOME of us might find that harder than others.' Stare pointedly at him.
12. Play 'knock-&-run' at his bedchamber door late at night.
13. Call him 'The-man-who-let-the-boy-live'
14. Ask why the Dark Mark couldn't look like something 'more socially acceptable?'
15. Insist that you have met chunks of cheese with more cunning plans than his.
17. Be cheerful.
20. Roll your eyes during plotting sessions and say things under your breath like 'You're the boss, boss' or 'It's your funeral.'
21. Greet him in the mornings with a sarcastic 'My sir, you look particularly menacing today.'
22. Taunt him about his middle name. 'Marvolo? Whats that, a washing detergent?'
23. Keep a 'good-behaviour chart'. Award points and give out gold stars.
24. Magic-marker Potter-style glasses on him while he sleeps.
25. Apparate into and out of his room rapidly. Do this non-stop for an hour. *poof* there *poof* gone *poof* there....
26. Play cards with him. Tell him he has no poker-face and how does he expect to rule supreme without one?
29. Get a pair of finger puppets closely resembling himself and Harry Potter. Re-enact all of Harry's victories over him in a spectacularly childish way. Be sure to give them both squeaky voices.
30. Anytime he enters any room, insist on entering first and announcing him grandly.
31. In these announcements, fake a trumpet noise and give him an equally fake drumroll.
32. Exclaim sarcastically 'You're breakin' my little heart here, o dark one' whenever he starts to talk of what has caused to become who he is.
33. Encourage him to 'think happy thoughts!'
34. Ask him to give you written summaries of his sinister plots for revenge and war. Correct his spelling.
35. Mock his choice of Quirrel as a 'host'.
38. If he's having evil-plotter's-block in one of his scheming sessions 'Wingardium Leviosa' a light bulb to float above his head. Turn it on. Look offended when he gets angry and say you 'thought you were helping!'
39. Tell him constantly to stop repressing his anger.
40. Buy him a stress ball.
44. Whack him in the arm and say 'mosquito' - every few minutes.
45. Say he 'looked better under the turban'
48. Start drawing outlandish parallels between his life story and 'Star Wars'. Talk at great length.
49. Be generally in awe of him and never look away.
50. 'Imperius' his Death Eaters into a rousing chorus of 'All Things Bright And Beautiful'
51. Shower him with confetti and rice, anytime you think he needs to make a 'grand entry'.
52. Paint all the Death-Eater masks with bright colours and glitter.
53. Throw him a 'care-bears' themed birthday party.
55. Politely exclaim now and again that you 'don't know how he can be so afraid of dear old Dumbles'
60. Ask him if he's sure 'the whole evil-maniac-out-for-power-and-revenge thing isn't getting a bit old?'
64. Tell him you've met plently of people more evil than he.
66. Get him a plant. Act mortally offended when he doesn't water it and it dies.
67. Steal, snap and bury his wand.
68. Tell him Lucius did it.
69. Give Rita Skeeter full knowledge of his whereabouts and contact details.
70. Remind him that he isn't even really alive.
71. Write him a theme song. Start singing it whenever he is about to do or say something particularly clever and nasty.
72. Offer to sacrifice Draco Malfoy 'to the cause'
73. Insist on reading him bedtime stories. Include 'The Ugly Duckling'
77. Tell him Wormtail has a crush on him.
78. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophecy."
79. Leave disgusting and rotting dead things near him. Insist that it is 'Aromatherapy'
80. Begin any question you ask him with 'Riddle me this!' Emphasis on Riddle.
81. Do not EVER act in the slightest way intimidated by him. Treat him as you would an eccentric aquaintance.
87. Quote Argus Filch. Insist HE will one day rule the wizarding world.
88. Wonder aloud whether the name Voldemort commands as much respect as, say, Potter or Dumbledore.
89. Mimic everything he says in a sing-song voice.
90. And with exaggerated limb-movements.
92. Insist he help you with the newspaper crossword every morning.
93. Follow a few paces behind him, spraying everything he touches with a can of disinfectant.
94. Tell people he's 'really just a big softie'
95. Psychoanalyze him. Conclude that he is 'mildy depressed' and 'a bit of a control-freak'.
96. Mock his baldness.
98. Get him drunk.
102. As he's plotting dark deeds, pretend to cough and mutter things like "Not gonna work," or "stupid."

2006-11-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

Here are some grafitti corner pictures I took today, but I was in abit of a hurry so they might be abit blurred.

Went and got my results. 2.83. I think it's lower than my previous CAP. Since finding out that Wayne got 4.46, I have given up all hope and have since decided that a score of 3.5 would be very good for me. I don't want to try to hard. There are more important things I can do than worry about my CAP, although my mum says I must have high grades if I want to apply for university overseas, which is what I hope to do. Singapore just not good enough, haha.

Going off tomorow.

2006-11-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your
heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll
break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old
one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll
eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too
much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds
you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid thatit will never begin.

2006-11-19T13:42:00.000+08:00

So the booklists have arrived, and I don't believe it... the new books are so damn expensive. And at the start of last year they said the current books will last us for two years, and in the end we don't even use it, stupid, stupid, stupid.

Idiotses.

This school is seriously screwed up, look at the module selection, because of some idiot people deciding that because "we are a math and science school", last year I didn't get to take lit or music which I wanted to, and this year Basic Musicianship is not availible to me. Great. I had no problems selecting all the math and science modules, core or otherwise. But when it comes to art and humanities...

Idiotses.

3D Enrichment Level 2
Beyond Foundation Physics
Contemporary Art Theory & Practice Level 2
From Malaya to Malaysia: a History of Modern Malaysia (1874-1970s)
Great Journeys in Literature
Multicultural Music
The Changing Face of Agriculture

And I get to choose, among all these, a grand to total of...

One module.

Idiotses.

I want 3D Enrichment (Almost failed 3d last sem, aww well at least there is 2D... what? No comtemperory art? So I can't take any art modules except 2D? idiots), Beyond Foundation Physics (Cos Physics this year was totally crap, and they have some"more
updated topics like Relativity Newtonian and Einsteinian, Quantum Physics, Particle Physics and Cosmology", I WANT IT, but they say physics will get really really hard as we move to higher years, so I force myself to let go), and Multicultural music. Chose the music.

Idiotses.

My parents won't let me take violin, they think you need to either already know it or hire someone to teach you at home, even though it clearly states "Students reading this module must be absolute beginners." Bleh.

Idiotses.

And you know what? As we move to higher years the required MCs for art and humanities grows lesser and lesser. Hey I came here because my math and science was good, NOT becuase I'm bad at humanities and arts of whatever.

Idiotses.

Just thinking about it makes me mad.

Idiotses.

Well moving on, I found a way to download songs from radioblogclub. So now instead of using limewire or bittorrent I can just find a song on radioblogclub.com and download it. Much faster, speeds are now around 50 kb/s, imagine comparing that to limewire or bittorrent, and you still have to search and download the torrent file! Lol, only problem is the song quality is quite low, most are 64 kbps and a few are 32 kbps. Nevermind, I'm fine with lower quality.

Went back to school to watch the concert. Quite nice, except for the stupid view. They should've put it in the audi.

Moving back we had the arts fest. Better than expected, made a profit of... wait I don't think I can reveal it here, right? Anyway we had to close early, if we had more paint we could have painted over the paint and leave the good ones alone so eventually it'll look better, too bad about the paint.

Ram has declared a "a rebellion against the price of the books in booklists for year 2s". I join!!!

2006-11-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-14T17:00:00.000+08:00

The official theatrical teaser trailer [for Order of the Phoenix] will be released on November 17, attached to the Warner Bros. film Happy Feet. It will be not be
available online until November 20, at earliest.

Damn. I'm leaving Singapore on the 20th. Maybe they'll show it on the plane.

Alot of people say that they feel sian / bored for the holidays. Well, I'm not. Maybe just a little bit tired.

Went back to school, got results, I'm happy with them, but my parents aren't. My history... I'm well aware that its below average but I looked through the paper, I had some questions which were near full marks. The low grades were mainly the second (0.5 / 5) and the last (4 / 10, and I knew, I knew that that question would appear).

Physics, well good enough for me.

Now, about that holiday. I don't think I'm ready for it to be next tuesday, its too soon, three weeks is a very long time. I don't have a specific reason for not wanting to go but its more of a gut feeling.

Something funny happened today.

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2006-11-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

The last two days have been really boring, staying at home. And then I realised they're already buying arts fest materials, wow its next week, and we are mostly unprepared.

I am really addicted now to coke and mentos, they even made dominoes for the coke where one launch triggers another!!! It looks like a real fountain show where there are jets of water... if they make a water show with coke and mentos... Coke even has a challenge for such stuff.

It's waaay to late to change ideas, but I'm not thinking of that (coke and mentos xD, but how we afford "251 two-litre bottles of diet coke" and "1506 mentos mints"?), but there are still many things to decide other than the ideas.

For example wether we should have individual spaces to each person, or everyone work on one big...thingy? If we have individual then at the starting time (read: my shift yes above all I think about myself), most of the canvas will be unoccupied, for we have to leave some canvas space for the other 2 rounds/ shifts of peoples. The rest will be white. White.

But if we work on one big piece, everyone will mix their styles, itll look better, and people who come early will get to fix the general "idea" of the whole thing, so there'll be more people painting it when early, so it'll look better, so more people will join.

But what if we could clear the canvas in the meantime? Stick some paper to cover it and restart? Hey we only have that much canvas to use...

The only person in class who's standard of drawing looks enough like graffiti is andre, so if only 1 in 25 people (counted by number, not... nvm) can even draw decently there, then I think there'll be too little people going. Oh and they'll be paying for it. But maybe it'll look crap and then they will pay us to fix it in case their art teacher comesover

In graffiti I think you can graffiti your name on the work, if we allow people to graffiti their name as a "reward" for paying us to draw, then its a better incentive.

So yeah that's all I have to say.

Basically what I am doing now is researching websites on two topics that I find interesting, and there's a third one involving Harry Potter (again). And my video, but its kinda hard to work without ideas, you know?

What else... I went to school today, thinking its script-checking, but instead it turned out to be marking day. So I went back. Very stupid of me.

P.S. I have guessed what xlcrap means, its abit obvious. Overuse this shockingly insulting name and be prepared for my wrath. Overuse shall be defined as using it, mentioning it, or thinking about it.

2006-11-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

Appeal.

I am working on something to put on youtube. Something funny, but if I can I will do serious as well. I do not want my second youtube video to be crap. The first one was the pidgeon chase video and generally it is a good video, people say its funny, but then its stupid anyway.

I have:

Lord of the Rings video, all three. Also have the soundtrack, both the 3-cd (live) amd 9-cd (ost) sets, and the one thats around 1 minit long each one.

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, and the Chamber of Secrets. If you want the other 2 ones I can download them. Or borrow them. Or even buy them!

The Scripts for all the movies, as well as the books, stored on computer for searching.

DVD Ripper

Windows Movie Maker (don't laugh ok, its quite powerful)

Some ideas.

I need:

Ideas!!! Ideas on what to do with these. If I work on my current ideas which are mostly crap it could work out but it involves watching all the movies at least five times, to get the stuff to put in, so imagine how long editing will take, and so how long the whole damn thing will take.

It should be put onto youtube, so something that fits youtube style. Please, PLEASE gimme ideas. Please?

2006-11-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

1. What time is it now?
4.08 pm
2. Name?
Xuanji
3. Nickname?
Xuanji
4. Missing?
nthng
5. What is the most recent movie you've seen in the theater?
Rain man
6. Eye color?
black
7. Place of birth?
Nanjing, China
8. Favorite foods?
anything I can eat
9. Ever been to Africa?
lol no
10. Ever been toilet papering (rolling)?
huh?
11. Love someone so much it made you cry?
yes
12. Been in a car accident?
no
13. Croutons or bacon bits?
both r what?
14. Favorite day of the week?
anything that ends with y. especially thursday.
15. Favorite restaurant?
no idea
16. Favorite Flower?
paper ones
17. Favorite sport to watch?
fencing
18. Favorite drink?
water. sometimes it comes with lemon (i dno how to add tho). sometimes i add honey.
20. Disney or Warner Brothers?
warner bros have harry potter.
21. Favorite fast food restaurant?
dno
22. What color is your bedroom carpet?
none lol.
23. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
i have a perfect score in that area.
24. Before this one, from who did you get your last e-mail?
this wasnt an email.
25. At which stores would you choose to max out your credit card?
im not planning on getting credit card
26. What do you do most often when you are bored?
sit there
28. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest?
me
29. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond?
me
30. Who are you the most curious about their response to this questionnaire?
me
31. Favorite TV shows?
spongebob squarepants
32. Last person you went to dinner with?
my family
33. Ford or Chevy?
what?
34. What are you listening to right now?
youtube
35. What is your favorite color?
blueish blue
36. How many tattoos?
none
37. How many pets do you have?
0.
38. Which came first the chicken or the chicken egg?
the chicken hatched, went back in time, and gave birth to the egg.
39. How many people are you sending this e-mail to?
what email
40. What time is it NOW?
4.18pm

2006-11-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

01. What is your full name??
Li Xuanji
02. What color pants are you wearing??
dark blue
03. What are you listening to right now??
Weird Al Yankovic - Which Backstreet Boy Is Gay.
What are the last four digits of your phone number??
3721
05. What was the last thing you ate??
lunch. rice.
06. If you were a crayon what color would you be??
blue
07. Last Person You Spoke To on The Phone??
dno?
08. The First Thing You Notice about the Opposite Gender??
wad do you think?
09. Do you Like The Person Who Sent You This??
no idea
10. What's Your Favourite Drink??
water
11. What's Your Favourite Alcoholic Drink??
root beer
12.What's Your Favorite Sport??
fencing
13. What's Your Hair Color??
black
14. What's Your Eye Color??
black
15. Do You Wear Contacts??
black i mean no.
16. Siblings and their ages??
1 sis, forgot age, but shes in pri 3 now
17. Favourite Month??
i dno really. any month which has at least 28 days
18. Last Movie You Watched??
rain man
19. Favourite Day of the Year??
the friday 13s
20. Are you too shy to ask someone out??
yarh
21. Summer or Winter??
winter
22. Hugs or Kisses??
hugs?
23. Relationships or One Night Stands??
relationships stupid question
24. Chocolate or Vanilla??
chocolate
25. Who is most likely to respond??
me
26. Who is most likely to not respond??
me
27. Living preferences??
me.
alive DUH
28. What's on your mouse pad??
er... my whole laptop cos my mouse is embedded inside?
29. What did you do last night??
sleep. dream.
30. Favourite flavour??
blueberry
31. Can you touch your nose with your tongue??
no
32. What inspires you??
hmph I can inspire myself
33. Buttered/Plain/Salted Popcorn??
unpoped corn is best.
34. Favourite type of car??
one without the petrol which makes me feel nausea
35. Favourite type of flower??
paper ones
36. How many keys are there on your key ring??
zero
37.Can you juggle??
as long as its 2 objects or less
38. Can you put your toes in your mouth??
no!
39. Do you have a crush (or a relationship)??
may-be
40. Name of your crush/stead??
someone
41. Star Sign??
pisces
42. Favourite Movie??
Lord of the rings. Ender's Game or HDM will probably be added once they finish filming.
43. Favourite Girl & Boy??
huh
44. Ever Been Kissed By a Boy/Girl you like??
no
45. Favourite Brand?
of?
46. Movies or Series??
series. i forget the entire movie within 48 hours.
47. Novels or short stories?
novels. actually both quite close.
48. Online chatting or SMS??
I dont have sms
49. Shoes or barefooted?
barefoot
50. backpack or slingbag?
backpack

2006-11-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

Funniness is subjective.
The subjectiveness of funniness, is subjective. thus some people think funiness is subjective, and some don't.
The subjectiveness the subjectiveness of funniness is subjective. Thus some people think that the subjectiveness of funniness is subjective, but some think that it is not subjective, ie it is clear wether or not funiness is subjective.

I've decided there are enough things to do for the holidays. Its not one thing that decided it, but more of a total counting of stuff that I can do and then I decided that yes, its not gonna be hell for awhile. Awhile.

http://rinkworks.com/ is damn stupid.

2006-11-05T15:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry, ok?

2006-11-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

Finished exam at last. Today was the end (finishing) of the end (last exam) of the end (exam). But now I don't know what to do with free time, now that I have it. Also I don't even know if I can go to school on a normal day, without script-checking or Arts Fest not counted.

Then thery'll be the holidays, which I have never ever liked. This time we're going to go to China but I don't know if it'll make much of a difference, if we go to other countries it might be good, but there.... I guess I should wait and see before saying anything, but I can't help feeling not-so-good over it.

I never like holidays, staying at home for so long tends to make me depressed, not to mention bored. I would never be able to concentrate. It has been like this for the past, but maybe this time it'll be different. In sec school now, maybe it can change?

I want to make videos like the youtube ones. I have the sources (LotR dvd), I can rip them, I have flash, but trying to cut up the video and then importing it into flash seems stupid, and so does importing the whole 2+ hours in. And then doing it I'll get very bored.

Funny when you think about it, when you're under pressure and busy you can be quite enthusiastic about this sort of stuff, but when you got soooo much time in your hands you just don't want to do anything. At least, that's me.

But one thing I plan to do at least, is to improve my blogging (the text), went around looking at the proffesional (ie not personal) ones, got some ideas I can learn from. Over there even strangers comment.

For the arts fest I plan to help the class booth (duty) but seriously we should be more considerate than just that... if we just have a bunch of booths lying around it's going to be no fun at all. The people doing the real planning etc are somewhere else in the school. The people doing most of the work, however, are working on their class's... thingy.

If I were psl I could get this sort of stuff... not to mention something to do over the holidays.

Just recieved very very bad news about what's gonna happen on Monday when I don't have to go to school. Very bad news but I don't want to say what it is. I'm actually scared of it.

So... I'll save all my stuff about "next year we're year 2" until later. Too early to say.

2006-11-01T16:21:00.000+08:00

phs: she is so gonna get it
rahul: that sounds wrong
phs: she is going to go to hell
xuanji: with you
phs: alone
xuanji: that's what I said... alone with you

phs: Once there was this guy (points to rahul) who knew this guy (points to me) who knew this guy (points to himself) who knew this guy (points to someone and does so until) who knew this guy ..... and so on.....and so forth.....who knew this guy's cousin who knew this guy (points) who was married to a sea-bear (points to himself).

2006-10-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

I know I'm not supposed to write anything for now but then I have nothing to do now, really. Right now I've studied pretty much enough for the exams and if I take them now I should do about OK. But I want to do better than OK, so I'll revise more, but that's later. Anyway I didn't want my last post to be about certain people. I mean, it the 'bad' things about them.

Yeah now so nearing the end of the exams, which means that the school year is almost over, did you realise that? So yeah I learnt two things. 1)A lot can happen in one year 2)Very Very little can happen in one year.

I'm going overseas for holidays, for more than half a month. Not really looking forward to it.

I guess I don't show it when I am in a bad mood, because I learned long long time ago that if you show your bad mood, no matter if its angry or sad, no one will help you because of that, you may even worsen the situation. Reminded from AWIT, which andy's pm reminded me of, blah blah blah.

I saw some erm... what wassit... ah yes "xiao didi"s on the bus, from nan hua, strange I definitely wasn't like that in primary school, or maybe I forgot.

Went to school today, because there was the math thingy, but I didn't go there because I needed help, I went because 1)Mr Tan doesn't want me to and 2)I might help someone.

I don't want to get to next year and think what I should have done with this one.

Back to work now.

2006-10-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

How could I forget about today. Mentoring was finnaly mentoring. Or it wasn't.

There are two particularly irritating persons in class who seem to hate each other. Both of them have got their own problems. Both of them do not know the concept of "personal attack". Today in class one of them was sitting looking very pissed (and, coincidentally, not helping at all), while the other at least helped somewhat.

Then there is the teacher, who seems to be angry that we are not paying attention to her telling us we are not paying attention.

Like duh.

2006-10-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

Ok! Something on censorship VS summary.

This is summary.

So I borrowed the car without permission, but Dad didn't have to hit the roof! I was only going to borrow for an hour or two but he acted as if I was never going to return it. I couldn't help it; Daddy persuaded me to stay a little longer to watch a movie at his house. But Dad wouldn't listen to my explanation. If you had seen him that night, he looked like a fire-breathing dragon, with smoke coming out of his ears. He was like a steaming volcano, about to explode. I knew I was in deep trouble when I saw that the lights were still on at 1 am. Usually, everyone would be sound asleep by then, which was why I had decided to come back at that hour. Alright, I'll admit it. wasn't because I was being considerate, but I was hoping to slip in with as little fanfare as possible. Of course, the minute I stepped in the door, all hell broke loose! Dad exploded in rage, and accused me of being irresponsible. I wasn't going to stand there in silence, passively submitting to his accusations. I mean, how could he accuse me of being irresponsible? I brought the car back without a scratch, didn't I? Who else could have borrowed the car, since only the two of us drive? He should have known it was me, when he saw the car keys gone and I wasn't at home. Besides, what was the point of asking when I knew he would probably say "No". Then he turned white with fury, and could barely speak-he was so angry that he almost had to choke out his words.

I borrowed the car to hit the roof for an hour or two. I couldn't help it; Dad wouldn't listen to my fire-breathing dragon, about to explode. I knew the lights were sound asleep, which was why I was being considerate. I was hoping to slip the minute I stepped in hell. Dad exploded the car. Who else could have borrowed the two of us? He should have known at home. Besides, what was the point of asking when could barely speak words?

I'll post censorship later.

2006-10-18T17:36:00.000+08:00

Never write anything for... oh, 5 days straight. Reasons?

If you think it's because of exams, like real. I'm not even trying hard for them lah... fail so fail lah. But it's better to pass, and pass well. So, yes, I'll work for it, but it probably won't matter. But I need a good grades to get psl next time. Hopefully.

Actual reason? I feel tired. Can't keep awake. Oh. And can't sleep either, that's the worst.

Well another thingy is Mr Tan banned me from the library. For no good reason, for a very long time, and when I tried to speak to him he ignored me. Stoopid. Thus I emailed him. If he doesn't respond or if he says I commited defiance good luck to me. I can't say anything here, in case he uses it against me.

Erm, I went to search for my birthday on wikipedia.

1901 - In Bremen an assassin attempts to kill Wilhelm II of Germany. (Starting WWI)
1475 - Michelangelo Buonarroti, Italian painter (Born)
1490 - Ivan the Young, Ruler of Tver (Died)

Well it seems I didn't inherit any of their... talent? I can't remember much about michelangelo anyway.

I can't seem to remember anything else that happened.

Ah yes hansiang said something about installing mac on a pc. I asked with VMWare? Yes.

Erm. If you use VMWare what's the point... I think now that apple switched to Intel processor mac can directly run on PC but you need to modify it a bit. Found out a place where you can find the modified version but first it is illegal and second I do not have that much disk space.

Speaking of illegal limewire has stopped working right after I started it yesterday, so today nothing. Wtf I'm scared.

I have no idea what the arts fest is about now, after last time, when they met in the library and I was in the art room.

2006-10-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

Top 10 Excuses For Not Doing the Math Homework

1. I accidentally divided by zero and my paper burst into flames.
2. Isaac Newton's birthday.
3. I could only get arbitrarily close to my textbook. I couldn't actually reach it.
4. I have the proof, but there isn't room to write it in this margin.
5. I was watching the World Series and got tied up trying to provethat it converged.
6. I have a solar powered calculator and it was cloudy.
7. I locked the paper in my trunk but a four-dimensional dog got in and ate it.
8. I couldn't figure out whether i am the square of negative one ori is the square root of negative one.
9. I took time out to snack on a doughnut and a cup of coffee. I spent the rest of the night trying to figure which one to dunk.
10. I could have sworn I put the homework inside a Klein bottle, but this morning I couldn't find it.

2006-10-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm LotR soundtrack quite nice.

2006-10-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

Rather nice day. Rahul calls it "the best day since I've been in NUS" but I think that's because of other reasons, one which involves...

Don't mention names.

Good day, but I felt crap throught. Hmmm. Very crap. Various reasons. All very, very bad. But it's useless to dwell on it.

I'm appearing offline now

2006-10-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

Some people are fine with just
living and being happy.
Some people try to do
something.
All search.
Some recognise that
and wonder what they search for
some of these give up
some become philosiphers
I know that I've tried
I've never done much.
Can't help it.
For now it is just me alone.
What you call fate, destiny, heaven's will,
I see none of it here.
All I see is me
Trying
I do not know if it is possible
But
I know it is not possible
I do not believe that I will suceed.
I used to.
That was a lie
I realised today
Some people believe that
To not believe in God
Is to live a life of no purpose.
Some say that you can
Live for yourself.
I simply know that
I have to be more than this.
Even if I am better
than most of the earth
I must be better
than all
If that happens
Will I rest happy?
I cannot know for sure
But this cannot be
my purpose in life
My purpose is thus
to find out what it is x)
Until I find it
I can only live
Half a life
It would be fun
It would be easy
I would be happy
I could rule the world
Build a few things
Sit back and take
What life brings.
Then
I would die.
And then?
All my efforts would be gone
Not there for me to see.
Everything I affect
Will be gone
Unless time stops
And I would still be dead.
This will be my post today
It is not a long one
It is a very important one
If I wished,
I could have written it normally instead.
You would understand it
But what would be the use
People will
forever be seperate
Never completely
know any other
understand any other
feel any other
No ones knows me all
Not even myself
This is not a poem
It is more
It is nothing
I don't know what it is

Why?

2006-10-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

I guess maybe? I'm not used to it still. I'm better than others? Maybe, but it doesn't make me feel better. I judge by myself. I judge myself too. Very harshly, but that's me. Doesn't make me feel any better. But who would we be if we only lived to be happy? Not much.

You know this is one of the reasons I don't want to go to year 3, when class is split. With people leaving, I fear my memory will be wiped just like that. And then, all my past, destroyed? Can I bear it? Maybe...

The worst kind of suffering in the world is suffering on your own. Double-edged sword.

If I sound like I'm crazy, you're not reading closely. Or maybe I've hidden it too much. Hmm I don't know what I want. Or what I wanted. And now that I've thought,

2006-10-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

I think it'll be over soon.

Haha yes... finally cleared most of my homework. Ms Chua even thought I didn't hand up me reading journal, expected me to hand it in on Monday. Reading journal done!!!

Whee!!

So right now I don't even care if I fail math. Or chinese. Anything.

Ok I am a bit too happy. See sucess is the mother of failure.

Erm. Right.

Actually I hate weekends. Dun really like home now. I wish I did, but no choice.

Plan to spend more time in school, as soon as I find somewhere where there's no one (~~library~~). That has a table (~~behind audi~~). With breathable air (~~staircase~~).

What can I do now...? I need to find something to do. My art still sucks no matter what.

Er thinking of art makes me remember phs, makes me remember AXIS, which... just ended. Something a bit sad though. Our fated was determined in less than 2 hours, hello we spent a whole year on that... deep-fryer? and you grade it in 2 hours.

I still think something to do will come to me. Like winnie-the-pooh said,

Oh nevermind I'm done with quoting him, but he did say something like that. Can't remember.

Singapore's PSI is up to 145 as of now. Interesting. 3 times above normal.

I want to put some lyrics somewhere here but I can't find a nice place to put it.

Hey you know channel 8 has this show about ghosts? It's nice, except the time. If I count all my time spent watching TV I'll get about 0.5 hrs per day. And that's on the news. Ahh well, so what, I have better things to do.

Then again, maybe not.

=)

Let me think about changing my links section. It's getting a bit lame now.

Can anyone enlighten me as to what I can do to take music next year? Really want to. Anyway a school which only lets me take limited nos. of humanities modules is really stupid.

I think Prof Lai is a bit too focused on the "Math and Science" part to realise that not all of us (me included) dun want to be scientists. Heck stop the assembly talks crap, or make them more interesting, or make me the principal.

And anyway put up more humanities modules!

My blog has been destroyed.

Lame.

First time in my life that I have nothing to do, AND actually enjoy it.

I dno... do prisoners enjoy their last day before hanging? I think hanging people is really stupid.

And pointless.

If there were a new CCA, I would make it fencing.

Yeah... Jumping over fences! Nice... I would own it? Or maybe not. Well if I suggested it I can become the president and then I'll own it, in a way.

PSI decreasing...

I still can't find me tie. Oh yeah I losted it.

there anything about empty speculation: There. There are an agent of whole and while brought up the

-Stupid piece of spam

2006-10-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh. They don't know me at all. No one knows me at all. Just when my situation is critical they start something with me.

You have not suffered humiliation until you have had to ask your parents to let you do your homework. Yes. Let you do it. Not do it for you.

When I think that at yr 3 I'll be leaving this class I actually dunno how it feels like. I guess my mind is insisting that it isn't real. Ah well it sometimes happens.

I need to do something that I've never done before if I am to suceed. And if I don't I have to think about what I'll say at the end of next year.

I do not think I should spend my time thinking about exiting with a bang.

Of all times now I feel is the time when I should I act. Sheesh, maybe it's because tommorow I have a high chance of dying. And better still rigth now I can't do anything at all about it.

Great. I feel better already.

2006-10-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

Argh I'm tired. Tiring day.

I just went bankrupt. All my money is gone. Gone.

My comp is toooo slow, and I really can't delete any programs. Like them too much. Shit.

I should be able to finish my history file by today, if nothing bad happens, then tommorow can rush my english and chinese.

Who am I kidding. I am soo screwed.

Right after all these good things happened. Right after I thought I was safe, disaster must befall me.

Somehow today I got inspired. Dunno why, now I'm thinking of a lot of new things, etc. But according to my experience most of it will be crap. Useless. Fade away from my mind.

Right now I am the Right and Honorouble shuan gee for some reason. I just found almost all my history notes and all my assignments, and I can clearly handle all my math homework. Just today my Gavel meeting was far better than expected.

Clearly, now, something bad has happened.

2006-10-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion

Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny

Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence

2006-10-03T17:13:00.000+08:00

Seriously pissed today. I rarely let one even piss me off for the while day but this... ohhh this did it.

I didn't get PSL.

I DIDN'T GET PSL.

What the hell the teachers are biased or something. You should let the students choose PSL right? Then again...remembering what phs said, well, still I should get a chance.

Stupid, stupid, and yes, stupid.

All the homework finally catching up with me now. Screwed.

1.Chinese compo
2.Chinese project thingy (see I dun even noe wad it is)
3.English Reader's Digest worksheet.
4.All my math assignments from both modules (lost them...)
5.Physics, 2 worksheets
6.Gavel speech (?!?! Inspirational...)

Hai.

Nevermind. I will survive.

Somehow I feel nothing will harm me. Ok maybe a bit too drama... I fell that I can handle this.

Right.

"Welcome to the human race. Nobody controls his own life, Ender. The best you can do is choose to be controlled by good people, by people who love you."

2006-10-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

Er... pls dun spam my tagboard? Look whatever you say pls take responsibility for it. So now I have decided that my tagboard will abide by these rules. Rules of lower numbers have a greater precedence.

0. All deletation is subject to my discretion and I reserve the right to change these rules at any time.

1. I own the copyright to your shouts.

2. All shouts which cannot fit into one tagboard-length (aka you make me scroll down twice) shall be deleted.

3. All repeated posts shall be deleted.

4. All obvious impersonations shall be deleted.

5. No posts by me shall be deleted, except if found to be impersonations.

6. I hold no responsibility for any accidental deletions.

7. The tagboard is public property. Use it at your own risk and discretion. I hold no responsiblity for my actions if you decide to impersonate me. Any physical, emotional or psychological harm caused by me shall not be my responsibility. It is your moral responsibility to use this tagboard in a manner which does not harm you.

8. Anything you say can and will be used against you as evidence in a court of law.

9. All posters below 5 years of age need to be accompanied by a parent or guardian.

10.Rules 7-10 may be safely ignored. Failure to comply with said rules may result in instant post deletions or banning of IP in severe cases. Repeated offences may lead to a criminal offence under vandalism. Feigned compliance but subsequent impersonations may be punishable under identity theft, copyright infigement, or breakage of contract law. Asylum in foreign countries may lead to declaration of war by the Government of the Republic of Singapore.

The above rules are held to be true by The Right and Honorouble Shuan Gee.

Dun worry that wasn't someone who hacked me... erm my password is very hard to guess.

Today all I did was work on my painting, not much else, unless you consider chinese class, in which I got 7/10 for presentation in which I had 30 mins to prepare. Quite good right? And there was phs telling me to just go up and talk crap, at least I'll get 2 marks. Hah. I got more experience with dealing with teachers (who hands up h/w late more?) than you ok. When you need more time for presentation and you let others go first teach will let you.

Then I found out rahul phs etc their pots are...

Well if you have that much time make better pots larh, not 8 pots that look like...

All I can do now is work on me painting.

Oh yeah I just found my stack of history notes, and almost all my math quizes. Now I just have to fill in the history, and redo all my math assignments. Simple eh?

Seriously. I consider this rather good.

"If there's a buzzing-noise, someone's making a buzzing-noise, and the only reason for making a buzzing-noise that I know of is because you're a bee. And the only reason for being a bee that I know of is making honey... And the only reason for making honey is so I can eat it."

Winnie-the-Pooh

2006-10-01T15:24:00.000+08:00

Erm.

Sorry for yesterday's post, I was crazy then. Did you know that Winnie-the-Pooh contains many examples of European philosophy?

Well er now I have to do my EL reading journal. Frankly this year's EL is completely wasted on Grammar (...) and Reading (completely siao, this one). I suspect next year will be comprehension. Hopefully we move on to writing pretty soon.

Er. About iTube (the one at the bottom)?

I haven't had much time to work on it yet. But I've found this site called Pandora, er, its my inspiration? If I have videos I'll put them up. I know that flash lags the site when scrolling - at least on IE 7, so I'll try to fix that.

Shit I'm damaging my laptop.

Well I guess I have wierd taste in music (but better than none right...)

"Pooh," said Rabbit kindly. "you haven't any brain."

"I know," said Pooh humbly.

2006-09-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

Erm.

Stupid Shortie.

Stupid Bouncies.

Stupid People.

Stupid Posts.

ARRGHHH!!!!!!!!!!

That was better.

Much better.

I'm starting to slack off again.

Don't let it happen that way... I don't think I can stand it.

What do I do now?

I think I wanted to say something.

WHAT?????!!!!!!!

Some people...

The last time I played comp games was 2.5 months ago btw. For 15 mins.

How many people actually read my blog? I think if I consider the tagboard response time, mentioning of me, the average links and the compounded tags,

I really don't know.

Uncyclopedia is getting better and better.

Since I have time... let me look around at others' blogs

Hansiang is not updating like before. Winston writes long posts, with a nice blogskin (duh I helped) Chris keeps it for his tagboard. Rahul needs a better font. Jinming copied mine. Ram's skin is damn wierd and his posts are strange (hey tts a compliment, its supposed to be). Kenrick stop changing skins, I can't read the font anyway. Roslyn's is pink, which I don't like. Bingjie's is also pink (actually its red but you get what I mean right?) Yichian's is firefox incompatitable. Xinyi has one post this year. One. Ronald's looks heartbroken, and his Star Wars crap is crap. Lorna's skin looks... black.

But I like mine best =)

2006-09-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

When the neglet is severe, the patient might behave almost as if one-seventh of the week had abbruptly ceased to exist in any meaningful form....People like me behave not only as if nothing were actually happening in Friday, but also as if nothing of any importance could be expected to occur there.

Yep. That's me. I can't even remember a single friday since I entered NUS High.

If you didn't understand that go back and read it again.

Well this friday, though...

I had to stay back to go to Nan Hua as they invited me there.

Principal dialouge setion was really good, only we're gonna get reshuffled (split) after yr 3. Also there is no way I can afford the hostel stay. No. Way.

Ahh... then I went to audi early, made a dramatic entrance from the back door and found tt they seperated the auditoriums. Nvm, went back down and a lot of really wierd stuff happened which I shall not mention here. Andre might, even though I bribed him with glass.

Movie (Rain Man) was interesting, but I still dont see why counting cards is not allowed in casinos?

Then I went to art room to finish my painting, but cut short, and it still sucks. But working on the paintings alone I think I realised a lot of things about it, eg draw your stuff bigger. It's easier to work alone. No distractions.

Then I went to comp lab to help winston with his blogskin, he says its too small, fixed liao, except for a small problem with the background. And the picture is pixellated.

Then to nhps, but so stupid, a lot of ppl didnt come.

2006-09-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

Let me tell you a story about why I joke abt andre's height (or lack of it). I came to school. I looked and saw andre. I noticed some things about him. Then he comes up and makes fun of himself.

I never ever thought that height would ever be any more than a stupid number but you see this guy proved me wrong. Stupid really. Till now I still don't get why he cares about it. I can even say that a person's name matters more actually, eg I really can't imagine myself being called anything other than xuanji (or shuan gee), I'm not even used to the other, less polite terms I am reffered to by.

I don't like people who are always happy, somehow I also feel living between happy and angry is also not healthy, you who told me that I would suffer if I did not remove your link. PHS wishes to remain anonymous.

You feel better after blogging? Good for you.

How dare you get B+ for art while I got C. I will prove that I am better than you here.

Today me rahul and jinming stacked up some boxes behind the library to make a very very small area that they could fit into, took photos, then made an idiot movie, but since they don't write as often I'll say this first.

It's good.

I really wished that I had joined the SVA. I also really wished that I had joined music. Very big regret there. However mr anonymous gave me an idea. He took 3D art for 2 hrs (instead of AXIS, which we will now fail) and wtf ms ching let him. I mean she almost drove me out of class last sem, now she lets him take just like this... siao. Anyway you should know the idea I have.

Then the dog also seems addicted to making pots, I mean how many could you possibly make? But it's good lah, I suppose, maybe it would have been better to join 2D last sem, but I would miss the teacher.

I mean now your pots really look like greek pots... mine was an easter island statue pot, wtf? Ahh... at least it's very tall.

And the library glass door broke, I TOOK ONE OF THE GLASS PIECES!!! They're gonna throw the rest away, and I do not intend to let them carry out this cruel and inhumane plan. I'll find the bin. Anyone who still considers themselves part of NUS High should also do so, and go on strike until those responsible for this unimaginable horror are caught and sentenced to death, for I am sure they are taking a piece of NUSHS history for their own selfish ends!

Ok maybe not but the shattered glass does look kindoff nice.

Ram is writing lotr for insult-the-world, which to me is the closest thing to a class blog.

Winston is not happy. Poor guy. I remember he used to laugh a lot more in the past.

I don't feel like everything's right, cos it's not.

Why so many people, if not unhappy, seem to me to be? Really it is a lot. Is it affecting me? Strangely no, it doesn't feel like this, but after a while when I think I realise something is wrong.

More likely I'm just paranoid.

Hehe I could have known everyone's adress, alergies, operations etc. Dental form =)

There is only one Lord of the Ring, and he does not share power.

-Saruman

2006-09-27T18:28:00.000+08:00

I have nothing better to do now.

Remember my "In the beginning I was made" crap? Bing msned me and asked me if I had the chance to consider, would I choose to be made? Actually he said I wouldn't as I am a B but lets overlook that.

Honestly, who wouldn't...

2006-09-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

I wanna write a longer post but I can't think of anything. To wirte I mean.

Well... er school? Stupid math is still too easy. Chemistry test I screwed it up, the questions I did do I think I got them all correct, but that's not good as, erm, you should guess that I did mostly mcq... open-ended left last 2 blank. Gavel club got a new leaders. Better this way I suppose, but so sad that no year ones managed to make it. Then they made me do a debate, with the whole sector except Roy (moderator) and Christabell (can't spell) against me. They really hate me right?

Then rahul made this stupid list of anagrams of people in 101, shan't elaborate, but he did try love calculator on a lot of people (trust me it is a lot), and the highest result was, erm, let's just say, the short ones. Lol.

And I'll try to do something like that, only bigger. Better. with 625 (25²) results. Hahaha.

Oh home econs, crap lah, we did some sort of pasta with mayonise, turns out quite good. But ms chan made me stay back to clean up for fooling around.

Hai. People all around the world are too serious. People in 101 are crazy and siao, fooling around etc. Me? I guess I can't tell. I don't feel the same, if you know what I mean. Well I know I think too much.

Don't look too much into others' past, for it may not be nice. Throught 13 years people will change alot, but don't count on it. For yourself, don't think about the past too much, don't let it control your life.

We live for a really short time isn't it?

2006-09-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

Yesyes as you can see I've put up some music, I like them. Hmm. I hate rock music, and I like new age music. That's about it. If you happen to disagree then I pity you, but I'm not forcing you to play it right?

The past week has been very trying, so having survived them, I feel kind of happy, like yay, I won that kind of happy. I wanted to right a longer post but can't, my mother wants me to stop using comp. If they knew how close the exams are (to them its close enough) I think they won't let me use at all. Anyway I don't really know when exams will start, but they are still limiting my comp time... not good. I remember there's this measure of addictedness, if you can't go without something for a month your addicted to it, well I'm not trying to prove I am not addicted to comp/msn, but still it seems that that is gonna happen.

George Tan = Agent Ogre. Tianlu showed me this, he told me "did you see the george tan anagrams" then he showed me. Nice.

I hate philosophical debates, because I feel that everyone is entitled to their own views, and debating about it is pointless and suicidal. Ok maybe not suicidal. There are some things that will never change about people, this is one of them. Still I c
an blog my thoughts on it etc, not counted as debate because in thins place what I say counts.

Hahas.

In the beginning I was made. I didn't ask to me made. No one consulted me or considered my feelings in this matter. But if it brought some passing fancy to some lowly humans as they haphazardly pranced their way through life's mournful jungle then so be it.

- Marvin the Paranoid Android

2006-09-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

Just a short post now...

Went to CKS's blog, nice bouncies. Now I'm thinking of putting smt like tt up, I bet I could create it myself.

How come no one realises... to the 13th question in my previous post, the answer is hidden. Twice. Look at the CAPITAL LETTERS to unscrew it.

And please, always remember me, no matter what happens to me (lightsaber...)

I managed to put three bouncies in a column:
X
X
X X XX

and they bounced like siao, finally settled into what looks really sick (all three on top of each other). And you can play a game with it, remember Pong? Yes it works here.

It'll be nice to make them bounce ALL over the place, aka onto the posts, past the tagboard...

2006-09-24T13:50:00.000+08:00

I am starting to get tired of this.

Name 11 ppl you can think of right now in your head. After that tag at least 5 ppl to do this.

1)Hansiang
2)Ronald
3)Andre
4)Rahul
5)Lorna
6)Yichian
7)Winston
8)Jia Qing
9)Xinyi
10)Chris
11)Kashing

How did u meet #10?[chris]
Don't remember... er... TV show? Mindfreak?

What would u do if u nv met #2?[Ronald]
I wouldn't really care...

What would u do if #9 and #11 dated?[Xinyi and Kashing]
Erm.

Do you like #7?[winston]
Erm. No.

Would #5 and #6 make a gd couple?[Lorna & Yichian]
Yesyes

Describe #3.[Andre]
I can't see him (jkjk). Well he's much better nowadays

Do you think #8 is attractive?[Jia Qing]
No, but Ch*hic* oops scratch that last bit off

Tell me somthing about #2.[Ronald]
Very sian.

Do you noe any of #4's family?[Rahul]
Err... Lorna? No I don't think I do

What's #5's favourite thing?[Lorna]
Erm.... Rahul? A bone?

What would u do if #3 confesses his/her love to you?[Andre]
I'll try really hard to wake up

What language does #6 speak?[Yichian]
Aside from the correct answer (english, chinese) , and the very obvious joke I can make (exactly how many languages?), erm, I dno. Third lang? Probably not.

Who is #9 going out with?[Xinyi]
Look if I say anything at all, I shall be sliced into tiny pieces with a lightsaber. I already pissed {the person I intended to put here} off enough. I Really Only Noe Answer Looks Depressed*

*Can't Hope ------ Is Stupid... he'll find out... hidden twice. First, then second. HINT

How old is #8 now?[Jia Qing]
Thirteen.

When is the last time u talk to #1?[Hansiang]
Erm... On friday I last spoke to him that I planned to memorise the llama song (here's a llama, there's a llama, and another little llama), msn not counted

What's #2's favourite band/singer?[ Ronald]
One which shows a particular finger very often I expect

Would u ever date #7?[Winston]
Please shut up. No. Unlike him, I am not gay.

Would u ever date #11?[Ka Shing]
Define Ka Shing. Any way you define him, no.

5 ppl whom u want to pass this on.
Nope. I don't want any other people to suffer, anyway most of who I thought off already taken.

2006-09-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

My God I didn't realise that I disabled right-clicking, until I tried to do it with my laptop. WTF disabling right-clicking is a really stupid and meaningless thing to do, and also it doesnt prevent people from viewing the source or saving the stupid pictures.

And why shouldn't people look at the source? I completely support open-source, even though my itunes, my windows (Microsloth Windoze) and my IE (Internut Exploder) is not OS. Still I find OS not as good as propietry software. WTF. To those who hates Microsoft, hates software that costs $300+, you need to turn off disable right clicking.

Well... I found radio.blog.club first. I found it before lorna posted and waayy before roslyn posted it, and I am trying to put it up. I wanted to include music when this blog started but I was afraid of all the copyright crap, only considered midi music like andy's blog, budden couldn't find any good songs. Now whee, there's something, although I don't understand all of it yet, do I need a seperate server? Because I have got one. 60 MB.

Set up the router, far faster than expected, and I didn't use the stupid wizards or CDs that I was supposed to, just let it install the drivers and do the rest myself. Always better to do it yourself.

However I can't open Windows Firewall on my desktop and thus I can't use itunes to share music. Unless I give up internet access or email or whatever and use the port for itunes. See stupid Microsoft, almost used up my hard disk space to install SP2 and all I get is IE preventing me from downloading stuff half of the time and I can't use my Azureus or itunes, what kind of crap is this.

2006-09-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

Proof that 101=102

101
=1000+24
=1024
=2¹⁰

Short Proof
=10₂
=102

Long Proof
=1010 (ten in base 2)
=10*2
=102

2006-09-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

I really want to write for insult-the-world.

It'll be so fun, and quite frankly I can do much better. Anyway I also read lord of the rings, but However, you can't prevent me from writing on my own blog! Oh yes... I will. Maybe I'll write seperately, to make it nicer. Don't mix up my personal and my insulting posts.

Oh yeah... eg today I noticed chris's chair thingy, you can seat three people in it. And the original design had three foldable chairs stuck together. How nice. Chris sits on the left, ronald on the right.

Ahahahahaha.

I was worried of this though, my tagbox is like almost empty except for CKS's tags. I mean if no one tags or I replaced the tagbox (due to crap on it) then no one visiting will tag, so er, re-tag or something ok?

Ahh... screwed for IP. I have to do something really good or I'll fail.

Donno wad to do now. I went with phs to rooftop, he practice the flute thingy (hey 'dizi' is chinese) while I looked over the fence, err... thinking about myself, what happened in the past few days etc.

What I want to be. That sort of stuff.

Used the laptop, the wireless conection is damn faster than my wired one. Using lappy feels quite nice. Except the music is all on the other computer, and I am not going to transfer 6.5 GB of messy crap scattered all over my hard drive, but strangely sounds good when managed with iTunes.

Most likely I'll access my desktop remotely... through network. Then I can manage it with WMP

I'm thinking... what do we we associate with a person? When I think of someone, what do I think of? And is that all our lives are worth- what we do? What we achieve? What about what you have done? What about the parts of your life that only matters to yourself?

2006-09-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

I can levitate.

Really.

Like real.

2D art wasn't that good, my painting is horrible. Then I arrived home at 8pm.

I can also flip over the railings when they are much shorter, like next to the piano. Had to use bingjie as my guinea-pig though.

Got new laptop, its for my father but I prefer laptop instead, apart from the fact that there's no internet, no songs, no files, no nothing.

Well strangely I prefer that.

Chinese is starting to get better, they got a teacher to observe.

I didn't die for english, although as you probably know I am not good at writing, see up there?

2006-09-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

10 favourites
Favourite colours: #006699 (aka dark blue)
Favourite food: chicken rice
Favourite songs: you want current one? or last week?
Favourite movies: Lord of the Rings
Favourite sport: jumping over railings
Favourite season: winter
Favourite day of the week: monday, for some reason
Favourite ice-cream flavour: vanilla

9 currents-
Current mood: pissed
Current clothes: I feel insecure
Current desktop: Using a green bacground from deviantart.
Current toe nail colour: ....
Current time: 9:26:51 PM
Current surroundings: what surroundings?
Current thought: how can I surivive tomorrow?

8 first-
First bestfriend: Someone from st anthony's... sean I think
First crush: I can leave blank right?
First movie: Don't remember
First piercing: Ahh yes I clearly remember it. Stapler bullet, just before dismissal.
First lie: when I said that I didn't lie
First music: er first music I didn't care abt title etc but I later found out they're all westlife. All. Really.
First car: Nothing.

7 last-
Last cigarette: What's a cigarette?
Last drink: Coke Gold
Last car ride: I think it was last month?
Last crush: Come on, no one answered this
Last movie i had seen: Matrix Reloaded
Last phone call: Don't remember
Last cd played: I own about 3 cds. ($$$)

6 Have you ever-
Have you ever date one of ur bestfriend: no
Have you ever broken the law: I littered.
Have you ever arrested: Well as a member of the SS I have full rights to arrest people.
Have you ever kiss someone that you dont know: no.

5 things that you're wearing: I really feel insecure.

4 things that you have done today: Lept over railings, Handed up history assignment 6 hrs late, replaced tagboard, listened to itunes

3 things you hear right now: Stupid song stuck in my head

2 things that you can't live without: my sense of sight and sound

1 thing you do when you're bored: I think about why I am bored

2006-09-20T17:56:00.000+08:00

Found something nice about itunes, if I click on the album artwork, it appears in a new window with the title in the taskbar! So when itunes changes my songs I can see what it changed it to.

Don't write 'it's to much. Ahh... chem!

When limewater was added to rahul's tounge, it (the tounge) turned blue.
When diluted HCl was added, it reacted with him to form a new bright red opaque suspension (blood)
When concentrated HCl was added, a new solution was formed. I know it is a soulution as it was clear. (rahul dissolved)

Will I be banned from the lab?

Most of my songs library, I haven't listened to. And when I do it manually it sounds horrible, maybe I'm not patient or anything. Better to let party shuffle do the job, except some songs just so damn loud compared to others.

Hey nice... it picks rather nicely. Wonder if it conects to the internet to decide...

Ahh... I remember bingjie showed me how to flip over railings in the concourse, someone took a video. Flipping over feels so great, too bad it only lasts so short. I would have said it feels like flying except ahem, I've only flown on a plane.

Trying to make the english presentation a bit less offensive, I am really afraid if it's too much ms sim will skin me alive. Either that or I could learn how to commit suicide within 5 mins with people trying to stop me (see I can't do it now as I only have the strength when a worse fates awaits), I've seen TV where they smash their head against the wall. Or I could fail to hand up math file, both options sounds the same.

2006-09-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

I have been tagged! by: yichian

...

Yes well I suppose this means I will not do the quiz. No actually I didn't understand the instructions, and read ahead, and so I obviously can't do it now. Maybe I can find another one?

How did anyone resist looking further/farther/futhur/furthur/fathur

Well I have some things to say about it, firstly no one will do anything risky, eg... er... well certain names I will never include.

Now I have to rush my history and english. Lucky I got itunes.

2006-09-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

...i will nv become a mere memory...
...maybe tis is all a dream....
...u nv exisited...
...neither did i...
..it is a fantasy waiting 2 be finished....

Sounds familiar?

Yup well that's R*****'s blog. Right on the front page.

Personally I found it very wierd... until I went to C****'s blog, and found somewhat the same thing. Except C****'s blog sounds more like 'don't abandon me' and R*****'s one sounds more like... ald abandoned, if you read closely. =p

PS I do not mention names

This is to thank R***** for spamming my tagbox. Idiot.

Never do that. I had to remove my tagbox.

To C**** and X**** sorry, but he asked for it, had to, lalalala. Notice I didn't write anything on your tagbox, lalala.

On to my case proper.

Ahh... Well I managed to barely live through a weekend and a monday. In the past my mood was measured by days, usually one week enough to change, but now its more of like in half-hours. But now all I can remember is I watched two movies on TV, I think one of them was 'The Family Man' other was definitely Matrix Reloaded. Really I prefer just the first one, far better, but good enough.

Found a nice place behind audi, wrote my PSL application. I'm gonna have to campaign alone. But I'm not worried. I can handle that.

Yes. Yes.

Well... people are starting to say 'wan sui wan sui wan wan sui' to Mr Ho, but I keep laughing. Have to work on that.

I can't remember anything else.

2006-09-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

Done all the movies.

However I do need a way to make them viewable from anywhere.

Aww well. I dno why but I'm running for PSL. What are they supposed to do? All I know is tt they rune n PSL elections (PSLE), and take orientation. I hope the current year 2 (aka nxt year yr 3) don't get to be PSLs, think abt what they would think, of me running.

Am I suppose to make a speach? Not sure, if individual yes, maybe, but if campaign together? I think there'llbe a lot of ppl going for it. But then on the bright side, at least I'll get to practice making a speach in front of the whole school, although I'm hoping not.

However I did hear tt there's some sort of 'filtering', based on the stupid form. Lol if everyone gets 'filtered' out except me, and I have to mak speach alone, IF I AM FORCED TO DO IT, well...

Still it'll be nice to corrupt the yr ones next yr.

2006-09-16T09:00:00.000+08:00

Forgot to mention... Blog opened. =) However the profile etc is all on one page, dun like tt. Maybe I'll try to fix it later... End-of-year hols?

Uploaded all my fotos to photobucket, then surprise surprise... They let me play it lik a slideshow. I almost thought I had to do it my self. phew. Its quite nice, except max 30, no controls on page, and damn troublesome to figure out how to upload for the first time.

Off course I'm too lazy to do the same to the other 50+ fotos and the other pidgeon-chase vid.

Oh yeah I can't even view my own blog. BJ says he can, so tt comfirms it: I screwed it. Maybe he actually checked.. no no impossible (jkjk). Thus, went to use preview on the template, bud now I can't look at the other blogs.

2006-09-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah my photobucket a/c is xuanji06.

2006-09-15T09:21:00.000+08:00

Went to little India to take fotos for 2D art class to "train" us in composing photos. But srsly I don't think anione learned much, but it was fun, tt's enuff. We ha to walk from City Hall to Bugis (smt like tt), carrying bags,and I brought the Chinese dictionary for compo.

Forgot to bring 1GB memory card, only can take 11 normal fotos, but I switched to lowest quality, took 80+ fotos and 2 vids. Vids take up alot of space (abt 30 fotos). Still it was worth it, I still can't believe the pidgeons there are so trusting, I could walk to within 50cm and they still didn't fly off. Chased them, took the video.

How to upload video? Convert it to flash (for compression) and then upload to Geocities. I love flash.

{16 Sept 2006} Switched to another file-hosting site, Geocities limits my bandwidth.